From this day onwards, i swear that i will not talk to my mum anymore cause she beat me more then 2 times today and make me cry for so long.... i HATE her! i HATE her a lot.... i had already try not to be angry wif her but she keep on saying that i am the cause of everything.... why cant she think the other way round? why must it only i am in the wrong why cant she think that it is her own but not me! i do not wan to talk bout this already.... i went to apologise to Hui Yi but she ask me to shut up.... i wanted to say the f-word but after some thoughts i did not... do u noe y? it is because i once say that she has a bad attitude so it is alright if she scold me back cause i started it first but i really wish that she will forgive me.... this message is to Hui Yi... Sorry Hui Yi, i noe that im in the wrong... I hope u will for give me after reading this purple in colour message.... this is written to u only.... humm... let see left how many more days before my birthday.... about 18 days if im not wrong..... tmr got piano lessons and tuition.... so sianz.... how i wish that i was not born into this world...